Main aisa kyoon hoon ......

I feel like every time I force myself in a situation where I doesn't fit in then I take some emotional decisions and let myself down ...................
after serious introspection too I can't find a reason GOD do help me out in knowing myself.................

Never Thought it will be only Yaadein

Not a single day during my stay in US I ever realized that those will be the only days I will be staying in USA .........everything which I use to see I use to think that I am going to see it again but alas now it is more than clear that at least I am not going to US in coming fall for my MS ......can't help it bcz US universities have expressed there unwillingness to take me there ...........
Good bye Ravi-------US

Why so ???

Why am I so dejected from last few days , I don't want to go home neither do I want to see my old pals from Sainik School ....Is it the problem associated of non confirmation of admission or something else.....I think I know but I don't want to accept it . Every now an then I keep on searching something by which I can at least waste some of my time ....joined Cogni team to have it but alas I am of no use there too ......

God why I am like this ??????